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Friday, January 30, 2009

Friend Mode (An Excerpt)

Friend Mode
Thursday, January 29, 2009

I am a person that likes to plan out everything. I try to look at life as a big chess match. Each move can be foreseen even though each movement your opposition makes can create a new outcome. I have come to the realization that when dealing with others, you cannot foresee every aspect of the interaction, even if there are predictable portions.

As I have said many times before, I have met a wonderful lady. She has gotten me out of my regular routine. It was a routine that I comforted me. It was predictable. I knew that “A” plus “B” equaled “C.” I knew who I was. I knew what was coming next.

Well, when S. and I really began conversing on the phone, my romantic attraction grew. My interest in her created a new, sensational feeling that I have had ever. The feelings I have when I talk to her exceed everything thing that I have ever felt. The only issue I have is I feel like I no longer have control....

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